Soft illusion

Tsunaina by Malak Kabbani for Whitelies Magazine, September 2017

I'm back! God, I've missed so much... Christmas, New Years, it seems like all winter... I was so busy and I thought that I'll not write this blog anymore. I was so sure about this I almost deleted my blog but now I'm happy I didn't did that because I'll try to write here again. Last time I posted something was 2017 april, so I've missed all summer, autum and almost all winter and I'm so sorry about that. Now then I think how could I stop writting my blog because, honestly, I think this is one of the coolest things in my life and I really enjoying it.
I started a new chapter. I know, that most people have New Years resolutions and usually after a month people forget about what they've promised to themselfs, but I want this years to be more my selflove years. I want to feel good mentally and physically. So there are my few promises to myself:
1. drink more water. I need to confess that I almost don't drink water, because if there's a chance, I will always choose something else, like coke or soda. I believe it will help me to feel more healther and to my skin.
2. do yoga everyday for about 10 - 20 minutes. I wanted to start working about but honestly I'm not a big sports fan, so I'm starting with yoga, because it makes you feel calmer and at the same time stronger.
3. meditate. I used to meditate about one years ago almost everyday and it helped me to feel calmer and relaxed, because after school I usual;y feel stressed. I'm so sorry I stoped meditating and I hope this time I'll continue much longer.
4. eat healther. God, I love chocolate! I'll never be able to change my love for chocolate but I hope to have healthy habbits to eat more vegetables, fruits, nuts and other healthy food. Also, I hope I could come back to veganism.
5. take care of myself more. What I mean? Get out of toxics friendship. I'm in two years toxic friendship and I really hate it that I can't tell that person that I don't want to interact with them anymore because it makes me feel so selfish but what I understood after a little bit of time is that sometimes you have to choose who you want to hurt more - other person or yourself? And you're not selfish if you choose yourself! Sometimes you have to break free from these toxic and for you not good friendships.
I already wrote a lot. Another half I'll write in another post. I hope you stay healthy and happy. Hope you liked this post. Bye! - Rimantė.

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